Merry Christmas!

Santa Lukasz wishes everybody a very Merry Christmas! 

We're spending the holiday together at home, just enjoying our time as a family. Unfortunately, I have caught a cold. The weather is dreary, so I don't feel so bad not leaving the house. I do feel bad that we won't be going to church for the holiday. I don't believe I've ever missed mass on Christmas. But we can celebrate the real meaning of Christmas here, together. Steve awoke with a sore throat this morning too, so our goal is to keep the baby from getting sick. Hopefully staying in tonight will help. We've got lots of good food, cookies, champagne, wine and presents for Lukasz to open! We'll put on some festive music, plug in the tree, light a fire and relax! We'll also talk to Grammy & Pappy, Aunt Noelle, Unkie Brian and Cousin Breckin this evening. 

We wish we could be celebrating in person with them. Maybe next year? 

Wishing everyone all the blessings of the season. Merry Christmas! 

Baby Lukasz

Is 5 weeks old today! It's hard to believe. He's getting so big and changing so much. Here are some photos we had taken a few weeks ago by a photographer. 

LJ's Two Week Check-up

We took Lukasz to the pediatrician for his two-week check up on Wednesday, 12/4. He's doing great and growing like a little weed! He's grown two inches, now 22. And he's up to 8 lbs 10 oz! 

Saying Goodbye to Grammy and Pappy

Love you and see you soon! 

Playing with Grammy and Pappy

Happy Thanksgiving 2008!!!

Happy Thanksgiving! It was a very nice day. Grammy and Pappy were here to make dinner for us...Pappy makes the BEST turkey and stuffing! We had a nice, relaxing day. Lukasz enjoyed hanging out (in his little "Baby's First Thanksgiving" onesie that he thoughtfully received as a gift from Wendy Tyrrell.) 

Grammy and Pappy left the next day. We're sad and we miss them. We look forward to seeing them in January, but we wish we were closer and could visit more often. Lukasz is growing so quickly. He's looking more and more like a little boy every day. 

Holly & LJ

Another picture of Mommy and Lukasz

LUKASZ IS FINALLY HERE!!!

Lukasz John (LJ) Berecz is finally here! 

Looks like Luke had other plans! Rather than hanging out until Thursday morning and being induced, he decided he was ready to come on Wednesday. 

I actually had a busy work day, with a few client requests I figured I'd do my best to honor. Earlier in the day, I had some bleeding and called my doctor. She said it was most likely from being examined the day before and said to keep her posted on any other changes. My hips were so achy I found it hard to even walk around all day. I called Steve at work around 11:30 and told him that I just felt "weird" and I suspected that the baby was NOT going to wait until morning. I thought it would be a good idea if he did the errands he had wanted to do that day and get home in the afternoon. 

I finished up my work project around 2pm and decided I'd lie on the couch and try taking a nap for awhile. I hadn't been lying down for more  than 15 minute and I felt a really weird "pop" lower down in my abdomen, followed by a pretty severe cramp (contraction.) I didn't think much of it until I stood up and went to the bathroom. Half way there, I felt a nice warm rush and knew it was time to get in the car! I called my doctor and she confirmed I should get to the hospital. 

We were settled in our room at the hospital by 3pm. I wasn't really having contractions, but rather just a really "weird" feeling that I knew was different than anything else I'd ever felt. Contractions started mildly shortly after I got comfortable  in bed. It was confirmed that my water had broken, so they started pitocin to help things along. Well, I don't know that I really NEEDED that much help. After that, contractions started coming hard and fast. It felt like minutes and I was ready (Oh god was I ready!) for an epidural. They were so surprised that things progressed so quickly. I got comfortable and Steve headed downstairs to have a bite to eat. By the time he got back, I was at 9 centimeters and they said I'd be ready to push very soon! It's estimated that I actually went from 2 to 7 cm dilated before I ever got the epidural. I'd say by my experience, I'd agree! Let's just say I have a whole new outlook on pain. 

When Steve got back, it was time to work with our LDR nurse and start pushing. It didn't take long. We actually had to stop pushing and waited for the doctor for 20 minutes. Once she got there, one push cycle was all it took! He came so quickly! From start to finish, the process took only 6 hours. Lukasz was born at 9:04 pm pacific time.

Steve did a great job of helping out, encouraging me to push, cutting the cord, etc. He was actually fascinated by the whole thing- God bless him! I didn't even want to know what was happening. I spent  most of the time with my eyes tightly closed! I remember little things here and there, but the truth is I was totally out of it during the hard labor. All I can say is an epidural is an AMAZING thing. Amazing. 

The next day or so in the hospital is an utter blur. Between the parade of people in and out of the room and recovering, everything runs together. We got to come home yesterday (Friday). And LJ went to the doctor for his first check-up today. He's got a bit of jaundice, so we head to the lab again tomorrow for some bloodwork. 

So far, we're all adjusting well. I don't expect what we're going through is any different than every other family. We're tired, exhausted in fact. But Lukasz is such a little blessing. Having my parents here is a godsend. It is so helpful to have two extra sets of hands to help around the house and feed us! Frankie is doing his best to adjust. He doesn't do well with visitors, in general, so we have the added challenge of making him behave with Grammy and Pappy AND get used to the new "animal" in the house. He was extremely curious at first, but he's trying hard to get used to it all...I can tell. He'll come around. It's only been 24 hours. I think it will take some time. He gets upset when Lukasz cries, but we expected that. And, truthfully, he's not a very fussy baby....YET! 

We're getting the hang of everything, but we can tell we've got a steep learning curve ahead of us. When that little guy looks up into our eyes, our hearts melt and we know that EVERYTHING is going to be okay. We're so proud of little LJ. He's the best thing that's ever happened to us. The answer to our prayers! 

Update: LJ's Birthday!

Good news today! The doctor said I'm 75% effaced and 2 cm dilated. So, if Lukasz doesn't come on his own, we'll induce on Thursday! YIPPIE!!!! It won't be long now! 

Steve and I are guessing that this means he's going to decide to come tonight. Steve predicts 3am. We shall see! 

Either way, it's good to know that the end is in sight. And luckily, my parents (who arrived on Saturday) will still have plenty of time to spend with their new grandson. We should be settled at home well before Thanksgiving. We have much to be thankful for! 

D-Day has come....

Will it go without LJ making an appearance? We shall see! 

Last night, in the night, I had some cramping and back pain. I got very excited. I guess the good thing here is that I'm no longer fearing the pain. I WANT the pain, because that means he'll soon be here! 

But, I fell asleep, the pain went away, and I'm feeling okay this morning. A bit tired...a bit lethargic...a bit "heavy." But overall I still feel fine. 

We see the doctor this afternoon. We're just hoping she'll report a change! Fingers crossed! 

39 Weeks and Counting

We really need to take some pictures! We were on such a roll and had done such a great job of our weekly documentation. These days, things seem to be a bit too chaotic to think about photos! 

I recently signed a brand new client. Not my intention...as I'd prefer to be winding down instead of picking up  more work! But it's a great opportunity to work with a well-known architectural and fashion photographer, helping him promote a show he's got coming up this spring. It's very exciting! And I am sure that once my baby is born and I get back into things, professionally, I'm going to be totally excited about it! I've finally gotten myself to a good "stopping point" work-wise. And after a few phone calls tomorrow, I am going to pack it in and turn all of my attention to preparing for Lukasz to arrive! 

I've learned that I don't know a thing about how to know when your baby's going to be born! I would have sworn that LJ was going to come early. I really believed it. I have no idea why or what made me think this, but I was convinced he'd arrive before now. Alas...at 39 weeks and two days, still no sign of his arrival. 

We had our appointment with Dr. Grouse today. And while we got a good report, there is no real indication that labor is near. She did say that he appears to have dropped a bit compared to last week. But still no change in dilation or effacement. 

We have accepted that fact that he just might stick around in there awhile. Maybe he's waiting for Grammy and Pappy to arrive on Saturday? That must be it! In any case, it really can't be long now! Steve and I have shifted to a lower gear and are just trying to relax as much as we can, knowing that when he's ready, he'll be here. 

Overall, I am feeling fine. Compared to some stories I've heard, I think I've been blessed. I wouldn't say I am miserable at all. Uncomfortable at times. Tired. But overall and for the most part, I feel pretty good. I'm still able to go out and about....shop...clean....work...etc. Steve isn't letting me drive anywhere alone from here on out- convinced that I could go into labor while behind the wheel! It's okay with me. The only place I really want to go is the nail salon for a pedicure! Reaching my toes is a challenge. It can be done...strategically. But it's not the most fun thing to do. Neither is putting on shoes that don't slip on. Had an interesting experience with that the other morning on the way to our car seat inspection. 

That's another story! We thought we had done a pretty good job of installing it. While we wouldn't have exactly put the baby in danger, we didn't exactly have everything as it should have been. I'm vowing to write a book after all of this is said and done to give REAL AND ACCURATE advice to first-time clueless moms like me! For example...make an appointment (early!) with your local police department to have your car seat inspected. Don't spend $20 on a car seat protector for your leather seats. The car seat doesn't fit as securely. Instead buy a roll of $2 shelf liner. It does the same job. Also, just because your car seat is cool, streamlined and stylish doesn't mean it's "perfect." Ours came with funky pads on the shoulder straps that they suggested we remove, as using them put the clasp in the "wrong" position and would leave baby not as secure. What the heck did we know? (It's still pretty cool and stylish, though! :-) ) 

I can't wait to see how much of what we bought and received is virtually useless. My guess is that it's way more than we think! 

Reflections of a Mama-To-Be

With 15 days between now and my "official" due date, I can't help but think about how quickly the time went by. It's hard to believe that a year ago we were still hoping and praying for a miracle. And now he's almost here. I wonder how one person can have felt so much anticipation and desire to have a baby, yet feel so completely unsure about introducing him into their life. I'm assuming that this is normal "new parent jitters," and I'm going to run with that idea because it comforts me. But the truth is, I have moments of genuine terror. 

I imagine all new mommies, and daddies too, feel this way. But maybe once that little bundle of joy is placed in your arms, it all melts away, and you forget you ever questioned  yourself as a parent. I'm subscribing to this theory as well since I find it equally comforting. 

It's no secret...Steve and I aren't the most unselfish people. It's not that we're not kind. It's not that we don't care about others. But I don't think many people would argue with with us if we said we were a bit ego-centric. We like things our way. We have our methods. We are finicky. We are stubborn. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried about how a baby will fit into our lifestyle. 

If I had a dollar for every time I heard "Oh, just  you wait!" "Have your fun now!" "That will all change as soon as the baby's born" I could retire tomorrow. The thing is...we HAVE been waiting. We HAVE been having fun. We plan to assimilate this child into OUR lives, not create an entire new one when he arrives. And of course there will be changes. There have to be. But we are still who we are. And I don't think that will ever change. Nor do I want it to. 

I do worry about the fact that in one single moment, I will cease to be the "single most important thing" in Steve's life and he will cease to be the same in mine. This new person is going to come into the picture and take that place...for both of us. But that's a miracle, isn't it? And I have a feeling we both have enough love to go around. 

I worry about getting used to the cries. (I will.) I wonder if I'll always know what to do. (I  won't.) I wonder how I will deal with the lack of sleep.(Same as every other parent.)  I hope I'm a good mom and I teach him to be a good person. I hope he's strong, independent, confident, kind, sensitive, inquisitive, respectful and grounded. I hope he grows up knowing he can do ANYTHING and be ANYONE he wants to be. He doesn't have to be the smartest, the most handsome (though if you ask Steve that's a foregone conclusion), the best athlete, or the "best" at anything. As long as he gives his best to everything. 

I hope he likes his ornery puppy dog, Frankie, and that Frankie takes to him like he has Steve and me. I hope he gets to spend lots time with his grandparents and cousins and learns that family isn't the most important thing in life...it's the ONLY thing in life. 

Most of all, I hope he is healthy and happy and that someday he will be proud of his mom and dad. Someday he'll understand the things we went through to get him here, and he'll know that he was dreamed about and loved long before he came along. 

My wish for my son is that he enjoys his life, tries new things, takes adventures, finds a soul mate, makes his dreams come true and always knows he has the love and support of his parents who love him, and each other, more than anything. 

Week 37: Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween! It's hard to believe it's the end of October! Time is going so quickly and Lukasz will be here before we know it! 

We headed to a local pumpkin patch this week. It felt a bit strange, though. It was hot as can be. Steve even wore shorts and flip flops. Nice and all, but there was just something weird about not having an overcast sky and wearing sweaters. Especially after seeing that they had snow flurries "back home!" 

Saw the doctor on Halloween. No changes since last week. Nothing at all. Still 50% effaced and about 1cm dilated. Felt incredibly exhausted early in the week. But started feeling better come Thursday. Managed to do some shopping on Friday. Completed my "to get for the baby" list. I thought he needed some more socks, some extra crib sheets, a rubber ducky for the bath and a docking station for his iPod. I made a playlist for him already, including the Celine Dion lullaby cd from Jen and Claire and his "Fight on State" lullaby. 

I put together his Exersaucer over the past two days. Yes! Two days! Not only is this a "fun and educational" toy for the baby, but it was quite the adult puzzle! I feel enriched after the experience. 

Batteries. Forget the amount we'll spend over the next two years on diapers. What about batteries? I've already made two trips to the store for bags of batteries. And we all know that batteries don't last forever! Nor are they cheap! 

Now that November 1 is here, we know Luke will definitely be a November baby! It's hard to believe that by the month's end, we'll have one more member of our family. Will he make it to November 18 when Grandma and Grandpap are here? Will he come early? How will "big brother Frankie" like having a new baby around? So many questions. We'll have the answers soon enough! 

Next up... Christmas! 

Decorating, shopping and planning for the holidays should be "interesting" with a newborn! 

A California Pumpkin Patch

The Pumpkin King

Fall 2008

PSU Week 9, Pregnancy: Week 36

NINE and 0 BABY!!!! What a game PSU had last night vs. Ohio State! I was a bit nervous that all the excitement might send me into labor, but I made it! I think the Creamery Ice Cream definitely helped! (We served Bittersweet Mint and Peachy Paterno for Member Appreciation Day! I had a bowl and a half!) 

This is the most exciting football season since the 1994/95 Rose Bowl (My first journey to California!) I'm so excited that LJ will be born during such a memorable year! 

We skipped a week of photos. I've been feeling more and more exhausted as time goes on. Last week, we ran some errands and went to a Farmer's Market before the game. I was just plain too tired to think about pictures. 

We're now having weekly appointments with Dr. Grouse. We saw her on Friday. At that point, I was 50% effaced and about 1cm dilated. Which means absolutely nothing. She said, "I don't think you're having this baby any time soon," which is really okay with me. Besides being more tired, I feel fine. I still cannot really complain, so it's fine with me if he wants to stay put a few more weeks. 

She pointed out an interesting statistic. While he's in the 56th percentile for size and weight, his head alone is in the 73rd percentile! Yep... Steve's head alright! I'm teasing. Could easily be mine too. We knew from the start we were doomed to have a gigantic headed baby. What are the odds of two big headed people producing a small headed child? 

We got a new camcorder on Friday from my mom and dad. Spent some time today learning how to use it so we'll be all set for the big day. It's so teeny tiny. Very cool! We got all of LJ's gear put together...swing, bouncy seat, stroller, pack & play, etc. We'd been feeling pretty good about fitting in our small house. Until now! Man oh man that stuff is big! Our living room looks like a play yard. But what are you going to do? Might as well get use to it. For now! 

This week is a PSU buy weekend. (Good timing for the baby to come?) We're not sure what we'll do without Penn State football. (Yeah right! I'm thinking a nice trip to the spa and a pregnancy massage and facial!) 

Holly & Frankie...Week 36

If my belly keeps growing at this rate...

And Lukasz doesn't join us for 3+ weeks...I think I'm going to be in trouble! 

LUKASZ LOOKS LIKE DADDY!

Well, call me crazy, but when I look at this baby's face, the shape of Steve's head is clear as a bell to me! Our ultrasound tech said that "all babies look the same at this point." But I don't know... I see the perfect outline of Steve's very distinctive head! As long as he also has his nose and not mine, we'll be in good shape! :-)

Went to the doctor for what I assumed would be just another boring "How are  you feeling? Good, see you next week" appointment. But it was a bit more eventful than that. Had a pelvic exam. Nothing awful, but reminded me that all too soon there's going to be a LOT more poking and prodding than that. Made me feel a bit nervous for the first time. We heard his heartbeat again. It started up around 162 when we first listened in, but then he settled down to somewhere in the 150's. (I swear I heard him having gas while we were listening...but what do I know? hehe) 

The doctor THOUGHT he had turned, and is now head down. But figured it was safer to just do an ultrasound to confirm. He has flipped and is now situated just as he should be. He's sideways, with his legs and arms poking into my right side (which I feel regularly) but she says he should be just fine to settle into the "normal" position when it's time. Speaking of "time" she says I've not yet begun to dilate or show any signs of labor. This is good. I'm content to let him stick it out for the next 4 weeks or so. No problem! 

She did mention that his estimated weight is about 5 lbs 12 oz and asked if either Steve or I were big babies. We weren't. (Around 7 lbs some-odd-ounces each) That's only about 8 oz. above the "average" 5 lb. 4oz. that all the baby calendars are telling me, so I'm not overly concerned. 

It was a fun, unexpected event. We were glad to get another good look at LJ before we see him in person....ALL TOO SOON! 

PSU Week 7, Pregnancy: Week 34

Holy cow! I'm getting big! Double holy cow! Penn State is 7-0!!!

We woke up to a very chilly 60 degrees this morning. There was a nice breeze blowing through the house and it felt cool for the first time since who knows when. It was bliss! Socks, sweatshirts, cold noses. It was perfect weather, in my opinion! And it stayed that way all day. Even this evening, there's a definite chill in the air. I can't wait to crawl into bed and sleep in this cool weather! But...I won't get too used to it. It's supposed to go back to the 80's later this week. I'll enjoy my "fall" while I have it! 

Meanwhile, we still have a few things to organize, but by and large, Lukasz's room is ready! His clothes are all washed up and ready for him. We've got to start putting some things, such as his swing and bouncy seat, etc. together for him. Once those boxes are out of the way, his room will feel "finished." This week we hung a fish net and I made some fish out of foamy, spongy stuff to "catch" in the net. It all helped hide the drywall screws that I refused to move! :-) 

Steve and I celebrated our 4 year wedding anniversary on Thursday. We had a nice dinner at our favorite restaurant, Marche Modern. He called ahead and set up a special tasting menu for us. It was wonderful, as always. Actually, it was BETTER than usual. It was a really special night. I attempted to surprise Steve with a couple of rare bottles of wine for his collection. But, he came across the receipt in my wallet (my own fault, really) and the cat was out of the bag a few days early. We got a good laugh out of it. But he did pull off a surprise for me. He bought me a PSU rocking chair. It will reside in the baby's room for now... for awhile. Once he's mobile (and chewing on furniture!) it will move to our room! It's going to look great. I was really surprised and I've always wanted one. It was a great anniversary gift! 

Another win for the good guys! PSU rolled over Wisconsin tonight...48-7, I think. We're now7-0. Unbelievable! What a fun season we're having. We're enjoying it so much! This is our first 7-0 start since 1999! It's so much fun to win. We come home after each game and fly our PSU flag outside. No matter how this season pans out, it's so great to be on top again! Brings back great memories of the Rose Bowl and being a student. It's a special season! 

I continue to feel pretty good and feel I can't really complain. I'm physically tired quite often. And sometimes I'm uncomfortable when I stand, or sit, for a length of time. But by and large, I still cannot help but feel blessed and lucky that this has been a very easy pregnancy. I'm in a good mood, I'm mobile and still having fun getting out of the house. I'm also enjoying rest and naps as often as I can since I know my days are numbered. It's very difficult to engage my abdominal muscles to get up from a lying down position. Momentum is my friend. And it's worse at the end of the day than it is early in the day. But I have a feeling this was to be expected. I can still fit behind the steering wheel. That's a plus! 

Still having fun decorating

We added a fish net and some fishies to Luke's room 

PSU Week 6, Pregnancy: Week 33

Only about 7 more weeks (or less) to go! Another 9am game. We thought about staying home, but decided it's just more fun to go to the Corner Office. Also, pretty soon it will be a bit more challenging to do, so might as well go and enjoy while we can! 

Continue feeling fine. Getting significantly more tired as the days go on. I have about a 4-5 hour "activity" capacity per day. And once that's met, that's it! I'm done! My left knee and foot ache if I stand or walk...much at all. So I'm trying to take it as easy as I can. But overall, I still cannot complain. 

I just can't believe that in roughly a month, the little guy will be here with us! So exciting!!!! 

(Oh, and PSU beat Purdue 20-6. 6 and 0. WOO HOO!) 

LJ's Room is Nearly Complete!

The crib skirt arrived, we got all of the bedding washed up and in place! It's looking great. This week, I found some sailboat sketches, and put them in frames with navy blue matting. They're looking good! I'm also working on a little brightly colored goldfish painting to add some orange into the mix. 

Just when I get things semi-in order, I have more to put away! Once we get all of the gifts from Friday put away, I'll try to get some overall shots! 

Baby Shower Fun!

Presents and a Sundae bar at Meredith's. (l-r) Christine, Meredith, Holly, Kristin, Leia

PSU Pals Baby Shower

(front) Leia, Meredith, Louise, me (back) Caroline, Christine, Kristin

On Friday, October 3, my PSU pals took me out to dinner to celebrate Baby Boy Berecz. We went to Zov's in Newport Coast and enjoyed a very yummy dinner! It was great to see Christine, who has moved to LA and doesn't get the chance to come back to the OC too often. Louise too- she and her husband recently bought a new house, so she has been spending her time remodeling and getting ready for move-in day. The rest of us see each other every Saturday (sometimes bright and early) at the Penn State games. :-) But it was still wonderful to get together and celebrate! 

After dinner, we headed to Meredith's for some games and a "Make Your Own Sundae" party. We played "Fill in the blank Nursery Rhymes." Who would have thought that could be so much fun! Between Leia's x-rated versions and Kristin's total lack of nursery rhyme knowledge (Baa Baa Black Sheep, have you any WHEAT?)...it was hysterical! (I later learned Steve needs an education on this as well...Baa baa black sheet have you any MILK?) We also played the "guess Holly's belly size w/ toilet paper" game. Leia was about half a ply short and Kristin was a ply too long. Meredith must think I am carrying sextuplets! :-) GEE THANKS! haha

They were so kind to us. The presents were AWESOME! Christine gave us a huge bag of PSU gear including a pacifier, baseball cap, awesome t-shirt and the cutest onesies ever- plus Luke's boppy pillow cover with his name embroidered on it. So cute! Louise bought us our laundry basket and filled it up with some (badly needed) necessities along with fun PSU gear- all wrapped in PSU paper! She got us a sippy cup/snack holder (which Christine TRIED to buy too but they were sold out!) socks, diapers, wipes, take-along toiletries for the diaper bag and a teething ring. The rest of the girls all went together and got us our high chair- which I hear was quite an adventure since it's a popular model! THANKS SO MUCH EVERYONE! It was so much fun and you were so all so kind to us! We are so lucky to have such wonderful friends. (Not to mention quite a few of you offered to babysit! We don't forget!!!) 

PSU Football Week 5, Pregnancy: Week 32

Above: Little by little the baby's room is coming together. We got the bedding this week...minus the crib skirt, which arrived in brown instead of navy. 

Below: What happens when a pregnant former cheerleader is told "strike a cheer pose!" 

Another win for PSU! Whew! So far so good. Could this really be "our" season? Time will tell. Meanwhile, we're enjoying another winning weekend over Illinois (38-24.) Kickoff was 5pm Pacific. Much more fun to go to the viewing party with the chapter at that time than it is 9am! (Though next week...vs. Purdue...back to 9am.) 

Tomorrow we have our hospital tour. I'm anxious to see the facilities and learn everything I need to know for the "big day!" 

I'm still feeling fine, however the fatigue is really beginning to kick in. I seem to get very tired very quickly, and this morning I found it challenging to do much. I sat through most of the football game, which is unusual for me. But nice because I actually got to SEE it! I suspect this may not improve much over the next 8 weeks. We shall see! 

A Night on the Town

On Thursday, 9/25, we attended the Riviera Magazine 7th Anniversary party. It was held at the Bridge of Gardens over South Coast Plaza. Always a good time with fantastic people watching! 

PSU Football Week 4, Pregnancy: Week 31

A very tired Holly getting ready to head to The Corner Office for a 9am PSU kickoff. 

It's week 31 and, physically, I'm starting to feel increasingly lethargic. I suppose my busy schedule, as of late, isn't really helping. Between adding new clients, taking on more articles, coordinating volunteer attendance to local college fairs for PSU and continuing to get LJ's room all set for him, time is a very valuable thing! 

Yesterday was action-packed. We got up bright and early to head to the PSU viewing party. It was yet another blowout over Temple. 45-3, I think? We sold our tickets to my little cousin Amber who just started at Temple this semester. I hope she had a good time despite the annihilation. I hate to say it, but the viewing party was rather boring. Next week (vs. Illinois) should be a different story since it's the Big Ten opener- not to mention a game that starts at a  humane time! 

After the game, we went to pick up LJ's night stand. It was too big to fit in our car last weekend, so our pal Meredith drove over with us in her SUV. But the drama doesn't end here. The runner on the bottom drawer was defective, so we need to have them replace the bottom drawer. Ugh! Since it's a special order, it may be another 4-10 weeks before it arrives. But the good thing is that they're taking care of replacement. They'll deliver the new piece when it's in and take away the defective drawer. That's convenient. At least we don't have to worry about getting an SUV to pick up another! So, the piece is now in the room...just without its drawer! 

Last evening, we went to The Taste of Newport festival. What a show! It's always fun to people watch in Newport! Especially at an event that involves lots of alcohol! We saw a Journey cover band and then....highlight of our weekend....the STYX concert! It was hysterical! Steve really enjoyed it, which is good because I'd been talking up their shows since seeing them in the 'burgh last summer. They played a lot of "deep cuts," but played their well-known songs too. What a show! Between the band and the people, it was hard to know what to look at! As predicted, "Renegade" was the encore song. Fantastic! :-) 

But today I am paying. I feel like somebody ran over me. My feet ache from standing, my knee is sore. My back and shoulders feel like I'm carrying rocks. But luckily the Steelers are on TV for me today! So I am taking advantage of this time to get some much needed rest and relaxation! As usual, we've got another busy week ahead! Time is just going so quickly! It's unbelievable. (Breckin turns one a month from day! Can you believe it?) 

Santa Barbara Getaway

This weekend, we decided to take a rather impromptu little getaway to the Santa Barbara area. We drove up  on Sunday morning and arrived just in time for a lunch picnic. We stopped in the Danish village of Solvang for some sandwiches and snacks and headed to Babcock winery. After an appointment at Ken Brown winery, we checked in to the hotel, caught a bit of the Steeler game and relaxed a bit before dinner. We went to Brother's Restaurant at Mattei's Tavern. What a neat place! An old Stagecoach house built in 1886, with velvet wallpaper, old family photos and a crackling fire, it reminded us a bit of The Tavern at Penn State. The food wasn't too shabby either! Fresh Heirloom tomatoes...the best pork chop we've ever tasted...some savory trout...and don't forget the fresh-picked local strawberries! Mmmmm. 

Next day for breakfast, we headed to Paula's Pancakes in Solvang for some Danish Pancakes. As a pancake connoisseur, I must say they are kick-ass! (Especially with fresh strawberries!) They are a staple when we're in the S.B. area! Our first stop that day was to Dragonette Cellars...a new winery owned by two younger couples originally from our area. What lovely smelling stuff! (Steve says it's tasty too!) We enjoyed driving around the farmlands and vineyards, not missing the OC/LA traffic one bit. How nice it was to get away to a slower pace for awhile. We had another picnic with some goodies that we bought from the Los Olivos Grocer. We found a winery with cozy little gazebos called Beckman. It was a great spot to hang out and enjoy an Orangina and some yummy cheese. (Even if it was a thousand degrees in the valley!) 

One of the highlights of our getaway was stopping by "Ostrich Land"- an ostrich farm where you can feed the birds. What a hoot! We had a blast "playing" with the ostriches and emus. They're hilarious birds! You purchase a tray of food and go out to an observation deck to feed them. They start to come out of the woodwork, and they eat so fiercely that they throw food everywhere! The squirrels love it, but it's hysterical to see! Once we got the hang of it, we purchased another tray of food and got some great photos. Every morning, they go out into the field and collect the eggs, which they sell. They say they make fabulous scrambled eggs. We really wanted to get one, but they had sold out for the day. We even stopped back on the way home the next day, but they had already sold both eggs that they gathered that morning. (FYI, you have to "crack" the egg with a hammer and screwdriver. They're so thick they feel like ceramic!) We bought LJ a little ostrich stuffed animal as a memento of the fun we had. He was exceptionally active on this trip! We think he had a nice time. 

We headed to the Hitching Post (of Sideways fame) for burgers that evening. They're only served on Mondays (Part of the reason we chose to go during the week. Yes, we often make plans based on food.) and only in the bar area. Most tourists don't know about them, so it was fun to sit with all the 'locals" and enjoy some tasty beef! (Steve has awarded them his coveted "#1 Burger" title!) There isn't much to do in the evenings, after dinner. So, relaxing early evenings were had. We both got to catch up on some blissful sleep! 

Before heading home on Tuesday, we visited Clos Pepe vineyards. More than a vineyard, they're kind of a little "sustainable" farm. Very neat place to visit. They have sheep who "work the vineyards" eating all of the grass. They're  miniature sheep, so they eat the grass but are too short to reach the grapes. We had a private tasting with some delicious cheeses. And because the actual winemaker had to leave town suddenly, he gave us the three bottles we tasted (or smelled and spat) to bring home and enjoy. (Steve is certainly enjoying them!) 

We also swung by an organic apple orchard and bought a huge bag of apples. Here's hoping I'll have the energy to slice them and freeze them for goodies down the road before we eat them all! They are fantastic! I've had 2.5 today alone! We also visited an organic lavender farm. What a neat, fabulous smelling place! We couldn't resist picking up some nice smelly things from their roadside stand. 

Best of all, we managed to beat the LA traffic and get home in time to pick up Frankie from the kennel. He had a fun time at Doggie camp too, as is evident by the fact that he's been sleeping all day today! What a nice getaway. Now... time to settle in, finish up the baby's room and get ready for him to enter the world! 

See more pics in my Kodak Gallery: 

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PSU Football Week 3, Pregnancy: Week 30

It's week 30 and all is well! Here I am before heading to the PSU football party on Saturday 9/13. We didn't do much in the baby's room this week, but did manage to get his mattress. In fact, we used all of the fantastic gift cards given to us at our shower to buy everything else we needed from our registry at Babies R Us! Thanks again to everybody for being so generous to us! His bedding is on order and should arrive soon. All that's left is finding some artwork and getting organized! The game was another blowout. This time over Syracuse. But a good time was had by all! 

PSU Football: Week 2, Pregnancy: Week 29

It's PSU Football week 2, and the end of my 29th week. This week, we spent a lot of time getting all of the office stuff out of the baby's room, shampooing the carpets and getting ready for the furniture to arrive. We got the crib and dresser on Friday (night stand to come in a few weeks.) So now I thought I'd share a weekly update of not only PSU football, but also belly pictures and room progress as well! Here I am in my PSU jersey (which I don't think is going to fit well beyond this week) next to the crib. We still need to choose a mattress and get the rest of our bedding. Here's the monogrammed pillow sham from Nancy & Neil. We think it will look great with the crib! 

Here's also a slideshow of "before" photos tracking the transformation of the baby's room. We've got a long way to go, but we've made a good start! 

It was another fun weekend with the OC PSU group at The Corner Office. But the game was such a blowout that ABC took it off the air before the 4th quarter! One more for the good guys! 

WE ARE...

WOO HOO Football is Here!

 We've been anticipating two grand events this year...the start of college football season, and the birth of baby boy!

Well, one down, one more to go! 

As long as we were still anticipating football, I knew I still had time before the little one comes. But now...the season is upon us! And we're reminded that, before too long, we'll be three! 

We watched game 1...Penn State vs. Coastal Carolina...at The Corner Office with other Orange County Penn State faithful. Unlike seasons past, it was very easy to get up for the 9am kickoff. (No partying and drinking the night before!) And to be honest, I prefer it this way. I wore my custom made "Future Nittany Lion" t-shirt and it was rather funny to hear about all of the folks who asked others "Is Holly pregnant??" It was also a lot of fun to watch as a spectator and not as chapter president! I'm very relieved that the torch has been passed along and the new leaders are doing a great job! 

Cool Jewelry! Great gifts!

Please check out my friend Carrie's line of handmade jewelry...Hammi Jammi Jewelry... in my list of blogs above. She's so talented! She's designed some beautiful pieces...great for the upcoming holidays! And hey...look...there's a set named after me! :-) 

Baby Shower Weekend

Our co-ed baby shower picnic took place on Saturday, August 23 back in Pennsylvania. With a "Luau" theme, we had around 100 guests join us to celebrate Baby Berecz. Steve's family came in for the party, as did some of my childhood friends. We were so touched by everybody traveling so far to celebrate with us. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! For being a part of our special day! 

My mom and dad did all the work, really outdoing themselves. We had pineapples and Hawaiian trail mix on the tables, a paper mache volcano to hold cards, beach chairs under a palm tree to sit on while we opened gifts, and a baby carriage carved out of a watermelon! 

It was a beautiful day and everyone enjoyed lots of food, beer and Baggo fun! It was fantastic to be with my friends, most of whom have kids of their own now. My, how the times have changed! 

We got so many wonderful gifts. Everybody was beyond generous. And all of the large gifts were sent to our home. THANK YOU, again, everybody, for making it so easy on us. We were able to fit EVERYTHING we received in our luggage and had nothing to ship back! 

The rest of the weekend was spent with family...hanging out with Noelle, Brian and Breckin, who is getting just too big and cuter by the day! We made a trip to a winery, Greendance- the winery at Sandhill Berries. And Steve made friends with the winemaker, in true Steve fashion. 

We had a great visit home and are now preparing for the arrival of L.J. Yes...the name has been finalized. He will be Lukasz John Berecz. You may call him Luke or L.J., which is what Mommy and Daddy will probably call him most! We can't wait to meet you little baby! 

Thanks again to everyone for making us a fantastic weekend! 

Welcome to the Third Trimester!

Well, it's been an interesting week. But happy to report that all is still going well. Last week, my glucose test came back high. I had to schedule the 3-hour glucose test to ensure I didn't have gestational diabetes. Luckily, I don't. But the test wasn't exactly what I'd call a good time. A notorious late-riser, getting up to be there just after 7am wasn't a picnic. Not to mention that I typically need to eat as soon as I awake. Not an option yesterday. We were a bit late getting started due to some late paper work. And half way through, the technician blew out my vein. (The only draw that actually hurt.) Ouch. Today my arms are swollen and incredibly purple. Losing blood and not eating made for a pretty cruddy day. So, I spend most of yesterday trying to relax on the couch. And trying to give myself permission to NOT work. That didn't go so well. 

But today, I was back in business. Feeling fine. My iron is also low, but supplements seem to be doing the trick. We had an appointment with Dr. Hsu today, just to make sure all is well before we head to PA this weekend for our co-ed shower/picnic. Everything looks fine. See him waving to us in the photo here? The technician estimated that he's about 2.5 lbs, and he's measuring around 27 weeks and 5 days....5 days ahead since today marks week 27. 

I'm doing well also. I've gained about 8 pounds so far. Not too bad. I'm still relatively comfortable, but definitely finding it more challenging to maneuver. (I keep running into the shopping cart with my belly at the grocery store!) Today I got my Rogram shot since my blood is RH negative. That was an ouch as well. Steve's reaction when the PA pulled out the needle didn't help. I think he said something like "Holy crap that's a big needle!" Gee, thanks a lot Steve. Next time, I think we should practice on YOU first! Not the first shot I've had in my hip. I'm sure not the last. But I'll tell you one thing...I've had enough needles for one week! 

The important part is that I am healthy and the little guy is healthy. We've been cleared to head to PA, and we'll be leaving in about 48 hours. We're really looking forward to seeing everyone, and we're hoping the rain will hold off! 

When we get back...time to get serious about finishing his room and getting everything ready. November will be here before we know it! 

Feeling Great!

I guess this is the "honeymoon" phase they talk about because I feel great. I'm sleeping, eating, feeling energetic, and all is well! 

At 23+ weeks now, I'm feeling the baby scoot around all over the place. He's constantly on the move. But at least it doesn't feel as "pokey" as it did initially. Now I'm sort-of feeling the bubbly feeling I've heard described. 

The doctor says we're both doing great. We had another ultrasound at week 21 and everything looked wonderful. The pictures didn't turn out so well, though. :-( 

The office-to-baby-room conversion is in full-swing! As soon as a few furniture pieces arrive to help complete the transition, we'll be ordering the baby's furniture. So exciting! 

We'll be off to PA next month for our co-ed picnic/shower. I can't wait to catch up with all of my friends and family! Steve's family is coming too, so that will be an extra special treat. I also hope to meet Kirstie's little man Drew and Dawn's little Brooke! I am very much looking forward to it! 

Feels kind of silly just to write to say all is well, but it is! Things are going wonderfully, and I feel more and more blessed every day! 

Staszel Family Vacation 2008

Summer Vacation was great! 

On June 20, Steve and I flew to Myrtle Beach airport to meet up with my parents as well as Noelle, Brian & Breckin, cousin Mary Ann, her husband Mark, Justin and Katie for a week in the sun in Sunset Beach, North Carolina. 

Our beach house on Sunset Beach was cozy and beautiful- the perfect place to call home for a relaxing week of fun. Sunset is a very calm and quiet island. There's isn't much to be found on the island. One grocery store and a couple of shops. For any other sign of civilization, you must cross the pontoon bridge, which opens on the hour to allow boats to pass through the inter-coastal waterway. 

We spent most of our days lounging on the beach and then playing games (Apples to Apples was a big hit!) and hanging out in the evening. We went out to dinner in the neighboring town of Calabash (Seafood Capital of the World!)  a couple times. All-you-can-eat crab legs at Beck's were awesome and dinner at The Grapevine was cozy. Steve and I went with mom and dad into Ocean Isle one afternoon for lunch at the Giggling Mackerel (mmm...soft shell crabs!) and had delicious ice cream at the Creamery. (Not quite as good as THE Creamery, but a close second! Blueberry Cheesecake and Pistachio! MMMMM!)  

Breckin loved the beach, especially the water! When we arrived, he was barely scooting around. But by the time we left, he was crawling and pulling himself up all over! He'll be walking soon for sure! 

We only had one day of rain, and it wasn't until evening. A mighty storm blew in that sent us all scurrying for the house. It was quite a thunder and lightening storm, but neat at the beach! 

Breckin and Noelle found a whole sand dollar. And one day, while the tide was way out, we found dozens of conch shells! I found 7 in about 4 minutes, just one right after the other! That day, the tide was so far out that we could sit and float in the tide pool with no waves to deal with. Ahhh......relaxation! 

The trip home wasn't so much fun. Whether it was the lingering cold, allergies, the air conditioning, humidity or just plain pregnancy, I was incredibly stuffy and had a horrible cough. The last two nights were very uncomfortable and I didn't sleep much. The plane ride home was a bear for my ears. Ick! 

All told, it was a beautiful, relaxing vacation. I hope we'll have the chance to do it again as a family after Baby Boy Berecz is born! At 20 weeks, my belly is getting bigger, but my nausea has all but subsided. The food aversions have also gone away, thank goodness. I can once again eat onions and lettuce! With the violet coughs and sneezes, I  tended to have some "pee" issues.  Par for the course, I guess! It's very exciting to be half way. We bought a few items to use in decorating his room (a nautical theme) and a cute Sunset Beach t-shirt so we'll remember to tell him all about it! I felt him move around quite a bit on the trip...a sure sign he had a good time too! 

IT'S A BOY!!!!!

Baby Berecz is a boy!!! See for yourself above. Just follow the arrow. We found out this morning, and we're so excited. Nobody more so than Steve. It was all he could do to stay in his seat. I had started to prepare myself for both, as I didn't want to feel disappointed either way. But when we learned he really IS a he, I was shocked! It still feels a bit surreal, but it's fantastic to know! Now the fun can begin! Finalizing names, shopping, etc. I've already totally revamped the registry! 

So, week 17 and all is well. I'm fighting a chest cold, but Dr. Hsu said I can take Robitussin and Benedryl, and she wrote me a prescription for a Z-pack in case that doesn't help. Gotta get better before our trip to the beach with the family next week! 

Hopefully the Lakers can pull out a win over Boston in game 3 tonight at Staples Center. I'm in too good a mood (despite the awful cold) for a loss! 

Great Things About Being Pregnant

1. Free virgin drinks from friendly bartenders. 

2. No more buttoning and zipping up the pants. 

3. No need to purchase feminine supplies. 

4. Granny panties are SO comfy! 

5. Nobody thinks twice if you go back for a second helping of Grilled Stickies and Creamery Ice Cream. 

6. No hangovers! 

Four Months Along

It's 16 weeks, and it's now pretty evident that there's a baby in there! I still sometimes feel a need to point out the sort-of obvious...that I am pregnant. You just never know who thinks I've just been eating too much ice cream. Which is actually also true. It's all I want! 

We went to Penn State on May 30th for the Alumni Volunteer Leadership Conference. I was there for three days and ate Creamery ice cream THREE TIMES. Day 1: WPSU Coffee Break. Day 2: Vanilla WITH grilled stickies from the Diner! Day 3: Cookies & Cream. Heavenly! When I'm at home and can't have the blessed Creamery goodness, I crave McDonald's hot fudge sundaes. Maybe that's just because there isn't a DQ nearby. Despite my daily ice cream weakness, I've yet to actually gain a pound. (Knock on wood.) This is what happens when you are too nauseous to eat for four months. But the appetite is coming back, and for more than just ice cream. Though I still avoid richly flavored foods. 

We learned a lot at the conference, and met a lot of cool people. The Nittany Lion mascot continues to stalk us and we now  have an unimagined FOUR photos with him. Our new favorite is this one to the left. 

We got to spend a night in the 'burgh and saw some family and friends. My parents had a BBQ on the patio, which was awesome since the weather was just perfect. There's nothing like a summer evening in PA! Music, beer (for everyone else), and lightening bugs! You just don't have that here in CA. We got to spend some quality time with Noelle, Brian and Breckin as well as Jen and Claire. Our CA-now-'burgh friend Mel even came by. It was a fun night. 

My grandparents are doing okay. They're hanging in there. Of course my grandfather is tired, but he was alert and talkative when we visited- a relief to see. We had a nice breakfast with my parents and then headed off to the airport. We'll see everyone again in a few weeks at Sunset Beach! 

Meanwhile, we hope to find out if we've got Baby Girl Berecz or Baby Boy Berecz in here next Tuesday. That's 6 days from now...I am counting down! We can hardly wait to find out! It's so exciting! And hard to believe that we've come this far already! Before we know it, there will be three of us! Well, four. We can't forget the Frank Ass! 

WOW! There's a baby in there!

Wow! What a difference a week and better ultrasound equipment makes! 

Today we went in for a higher-resolution scan and some testing. Everything looks great, so that's a relief. And WOW! The baby actually looks like a baby now! 

Steve keeps calling the baby "he," so for identification purposes, we'll refer to the baby as "he." (I really prefer not to call my child "it!") 

He currently measures 5.9cm, with a heart rate of about 160 beats/min, which we got to hear for the very first time.  He was squirming all around at first. That was hysterical. And then I guess he got sleepy and decided to take a nap. The technician kept thumping my belly to get him to move around, but he wasn't being disturbed. (Stubborn like dad!) But finally we got some movement and the tech was able to measure all of the necessary parts. Too early to tell if it really IS a "he" yet. We certainly can't wait for that. But today's experience was fascinating and wonderful! Totally looks like he's driving in there! 

It will probably be a few weeks before we get to check in again. But hopefully we'll get another ultrasound when we meet the OB (Dr. Hsu) next week. 

Happy Cinco de Mayo! 

Approaching The Second Trimester

Well, we're in week 11, and so far so good. We've had the opportunity to watch the baby grow week by week since we've been seeing Dr. Kan for ultrasounds every Tuesday. But now that we're closing out the first trimester, our weekly visits are done. It's nice to reach this milestone, yet we will miss our weekly "visits" with the baby." Now I'll begin seeing a regular OB. We are grateful for everything Dr. Kan and his staff have done to help us make this little baby.

We can't wait to find out if it's a girl or a boy so that we might finally start taking the "names" talk seriously. If she's a girl, we're in good shape. But if he's a boy. We're in trouble. Steve and I can't seem to come to any agreement on a boys name. So...we're certain that must mean it's a boy! I know he's hoping I'll come around to Steve Jr. But that's not going to happen!

At any rate, I'm feeling fantastic. Weeks 7-10 were a bit rough. The nausea was intense, as was the lethargy and sleepiness. But I think the worst is behind me, and I've been feeling fine this past week or so.

My belly has definitely begun to grow. I'm not really into the "belly picture" thing. But we'll see how things shape up further on down the line. Right now, I think I'm going to be a "DON'T TOUCH MY STOMACH" kind of pregnant lady. We shall see!

As always, big things are in the works for the Berecz family. We'll know more next week, but Steve is looking at some potential job moves that would mean a positive change, and possibly new home for us. But we've been down this road before. So, we aren't really putting any eggs into any baskets just yet. So stay tuned! You never know what's right around the corner!

We're excited to watch the PSU men's volleyball team play Pepperdine here in our back yard (UCI) this weekend for the National Championship! We saw them defeat Ohio State last night- a wonderful thing! We got to watch the game with all of the families and friends of the team, most of whom we met at the "Meet & Greet" Steve planned this week with the team. It's such a treat to have them out here. Regardless of the outcome (which we sure hope is a National Title!) it's been a lot of fun.

Work is going fantastic for me. I'm working with two interior designers, writing for Kitchen + Bath Business and Wood Digest magazines on a regular basis, and have begun working with a kitchen and bath specialist PR agency, Duehr & Associates. It's keeping me busy and is the greatest situation I could have ever dreamed up! (Especially those weeks when I wasn't feeling very well.)

We continue to view every day as a blessing and are enjoying this exciting time in our lives. We feel very fortunate and continue to pray that 2008 shapes up to be as fabulous as we believe it will.

Miracles Do Happen

On Tuesday, March 11, we learned that the IUI procedure worked. And we are pregnant!

Initial feelings ran from disbelief and fear to excitement and awe. And now, as the idea that what we've been working towards has finally come to be continues to settle in, we need to remind ourselves to enjoy this moment. All too soon anxiety crept in and all the "what if's" began. What if something happens? What if everything doesn't go smoothly? What if something's wrong? What if we miscarry? And of course all of the natural anxiety...The house is too small. How will we fit! Our families are so far away. How will we see them?

Now, at 7 weeks. We're starting to relax, realizing that it's all in God's hands and whatever is meant to be will be. We will make do with the house. We will figure out how to see family. It will work out. Everything will work out!

On Tuesday, April 1 (April Fool's Day and Steve's birthday) we saw the tiny heartbeat just pulsing away. It was amazing! It's hard to believe that there is this tiny little living being inside of me. And pretty soon, probably faster than we realize, it will be here, a part of our lives!

We'll be having one ultrasound a week until we reach 12 weeks. And then I'll begin visiting an OB and they will be less frequent. But for now, we're going to enjoy watching the baby grow as our excitement grows. And, if all goes well, we'll meet him/her on or about November 18!

So far, 2008 is really shaping up to be quite a year!

New Beginnings

With the Easter holiday fast-approaching, we're full of hope for a new beginning. 

On February 26, we underwent our second IUI procedure. Basically, I took injections into my abdomen to get the eggs growing. Then, when they were ready, Dr. Kan inseminated the sperm directly into my uterus. The first procedure we had was rather uncomfortable. But this time the only pain I experienced was the start of ovulation the night before. 

I hope that that is a good sign. 

I know that we have many family members and friends praying and pulling for us, so I have to keep believing that everything will work out. 

We'll know more in two weeks. 

I had to start the injections on my birthday, 2/16. We had gone to Napa Valley for the weekend, since it was my birthday and the President's Day holiday weekend. We were rather annoyed by the fact that we had to think about it all during a time when we wanted an escape. But I couldn't help but think it was a reminder to make this my birthday wish. 

The first night didn't go so well. I was extremely nauseous and didn't sleep much. But no further side-effects came into play. 

Between the metformin I take three times a day, the clomid to ensure I ovulated and the injections to make sure I produced a sufficient amount of eggs, I literally had to make a "medication chart" and follow it for a few days. 

On the bright side, I'm now completely comfortable with needles. No more cold sweats and nausea when I see one. I can even have blood drawn...and watch! 

We believe that everything happens for a reason. 

But we pray that we'll be blessed with a family. We have lots of love to give. 

Stay tuned!